As this course draws to a close, I was saddened by the mere fact that we would not be gathering together to have fun with AT. But in thinking about this, it isn't really over.... it's really just beginning! When I looked at my first blog posting from our first Saturday together, I remembered the elation I felt in just creating a blog and seeing it posted! After looking at other classmates blog sites, it is truly amazing how all our learning has evolved throughout the past few months.
As I go through my notes, I am reading comments that I wrote down, some which indicate confusion, fear, and the feeling that "I will never be able to do this!" Well, I was proven wrong once again. What I felt at the beginning of this course will resonate with me, especially during those times when staff are afraid of the mindset shift in using technology and assistive technology in the classroom. We talked constantly about UDL and thinking about technology supporting all, not just students with challenges, and that is always an interesting topic of conversation, as many people I work with are not completely sold on the whole move towards technology, differentiating curriculum with technology, etc. When outcomes and curriculum, assignments and assessments have been standardized to the point where data becomes one of the main objectives, and educators are systematically forced to produce this data on a continuous rate, it is no wonder at all why educators are exhausted, frustrated, and tired from expending energies into learning a whole new skill set when that will only get changed as well! However, we know technology is NOT going away, and we will never be able to go back to where learning was even 10 years ago! The video we watched in class on the developing brain reiterates the development process a baby's brain undergoes (before and following birth), synaptic growth, connectivity, experience, hard-wiring, environment, etc. Not so different from my brain learning in class. We become so 'hard-wired" in how we have done things for so many years that making the move to learning and doing something differently can be very difficult - I know it is a challenge for me. However, if I let go of the notion that "I can't", "I won't be able to", "my brain doesn't work that way", "I'll fail at this", "What will everyone think" .............. and actually let the process happen, I am usually pleasantly surprised. If it doesn't work, try something else. Our students that struggle certainly feel defeat and all the other emotions and negativity that goes with learning challenges. If they are given the right tools to use, and they experience success, a far quicker turn-around can happen. Assistive technology has done just that! Our brains hurt at the end of the classes, but it was a good 'hurt' in the sense that learning, growth, making connections was happening, in our ability to demonstrate our knowledge in different ways, and we had a lot of fun doing it too!
UDL was a term I had heard but did not really think about what it meant and the impact UDL makes with respect to overall learning and how we can reach all students through means of representing what students have learned and can demonstrate knowledge in other ways than what we have been accustomed to in the past (traditional versus progressive), and their 'expression' of that knowledge and learned skill set, and student 'engagement' in the learning process (all UDL language). The A-ha moment for me was the connection with AT and UDL, and how AT is the conduit to UDL for all students, but again, for those students that need AT to demonstrate UDL learning - everything together and nothing in isolation. 'Accessibility' is one of those words where people might automatically assume that it is directed at individuals requiring special services, physical supports, wheel chair access, etc. Accessibility now takes on a broader meaning for me now - accessibility allows everyone access to what they need to learn and get the job done, with as much independence as possible.
The big A-Ha moment for me was in learning how to use the iPad, how to navigate the various apps we learned through this little, but MIGHTY, piece of technology with eventual ease, and not being so afraid of doing something wrong with it. There was much trial and error, but everything comes with practice, and the ease to which we all used this technology over the course of a couple of months was remarkable. I am so sorry to all my classmates for the constant chatter I provided about what a difference the iPad has made for me in how I read, do my reports, work with students, creating programs for students, and so much more! I am certain I appeared 'over the top' at times, but this has truly revolutionized and changed the way I now do so many things where before, there would be so much printing taking place (paper wastage), time consuming tasks, etc., that now can be done with such ease (files, PDFs sent to ClaroPDF and read to me), while I do something else...... dictating reports into report templates through Pages with such ease it is mind boggling, creating presentations with ease through Keynotes, and so much more. I have been wanting to read the Nunn Commission Inquiry Report "Spiraling Out of Control" which is a 378 page document. I started printing off sections at a time (way too much paper) and then started this course. I have recently sent the document to Claro and it is sitting there waiting for me to listen to! How easy and great is that??? I plan on playing around on the iPad over the Christmas holidays and getting more familiar with the vast amount of apps available.
For me, it is all about mindset and how we can become so fixed in some of the things we do, how we think, learn, and can get stuck working 'inside the box'. Our jobs are such that so much is expected from all of us, required from us, and it becomes too taxing and overwhelming having to navigate through it all. I believe in making the move, making the mindset shift in how we use technology and work within the UDL guidelines, we can make more positive gains for not only our students, but for ourselves as well, and hopefully make our work a little easier and more satisfying in the sense that we DO make a difference, one student at a time. But within the UDL concept, through technology and AT, we should be able to make a difference for not just one but ALL students.
I have learned much from my classmates and I thank you all for that. I am actually feeling excited about doing more presentations for staff (have one coming up in January at my high school) and this is not just an opportunity to speak on supports for students on the topic of mental health, but in using my iPad, demonstrating the ease of technology (I am surprised how many people are not familiar with iPad), and putting a presentation together with the ease of dictation, inserting other visually stimulating information with ease, and not having to work with any paper-pencil stuff!
A huge THANK YOU to Barb for everything you taught me - the patience you have is remarkable :)
Thanks for teaching me not just the technical, the mechanics of AT and technology, but helping me change my fixed mindset, making me move outside my comfort zone, which was painful at times, but so very much worth the journey. You have changed my life, and now, I hope and pray I can do that for the children and adolescents I work with, and people I work with as well! You have shared so much with us all, Barb. I hope I can pay it forward as well!
HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL, AND WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST IN 2014!!!!!